The Idea for this Artwork came trough meditation.
I remembered parts of my past life.
All of the memories are very deep to my heart, and with each new Artwork of my Guardian,
I will wirte more about it.
This Artwork show's him standing on the balcony of a crystal palace.
This Vision was very beautiful and intensive. I didnt really know the place he was in.
I just know it seemed beautiful and full of crystals and the sky was like space, with stars all around it.
The buildings remind me of buildings in eastern culture or but something different at the same time.
It is not easy do describe, but seems very divine and enchanting.
There is a lot more meaning to this Artwork, it is not only about the place.
I had a vision of one of my past lifes, and in that vision I died, maybe it was because of age, or because of an illness,
or I was wounded. I seemed to be in my 40s or something like that on my dying day, well on the outside it seemed.
My hand still seemed pretty young, so I think I was something about 40 years old as I died in that pastlife which
I saw in the vision.
As I died, somebody very dear, reached out for my hand, from another world.
And I have this feeling it was his hand. It did feel like him and also had his colour.
After this, there was another part of the Vision.
I didnt have a body anymore, and I was in another world.
(The World portraied on the drawing)
And I saw him, standing on this balcony, in this palace that seemed to be made of crystals.
It was really magical.
Also the sky was full of stars, and nebulas, shooting stars, and I think also other planets could be seen from there.
What I mean is, the sky seemed like space/universe sky.
I did really wish to see his face, but he stood there and looked away, into the direction of the lands
and world before him.
I wanted him to look at me so badly, wanted to see his face again so near.
But he didnt do it at this Moment.
I tried to see him again, I think I even screamed a little, silly me
but he was standing there looking at this beautiful enchanting world.
Some time after it, I realized , that I didnt have a body anymore.
I saw myself, and I was, a purple swirl. I had slightly the figure of a woman,
but it was raw, and it was always moving, like swirling fog, like a little storm.
I saw him looking at me, but I couldnt fully see his face,
because the swirl got bigger and bigger.
He approached and reached out his hand, and the swirl became even bigger
but then he bundled my soul and the Vision continued,
I saw the lights and there was a life structure
and some kind of portal I think.
Somehow I knew what would happen, behind the portal,
was a baby, and this represented new life
he took my soul and bundled it up and gave it into the baby,
and I was reborn into the next life.
(I know how Babies are made, but this Vision was very symbolic. I saw it mostly in sequences, and the Baby that I saw
did symbolize my next Lifetime, on the next world.)
It really moved me that I wanted to look at his face again so badly,
but he really took his time until he looked at me.
I wonder why that was.
But he did hold my hand as I died the life before.
And once he did look at me the swirl got bigger and I wasnt able to see his face unblurred.
That really almost made me wanna cry!
Because I miss him so much already, so why that?
But luckily I do know what he looks like (most of the times)
he can change his shape a bit,
but mostly he looks like a Demon with Wolfish features, and a little bit of Elven features too
(for example his ears, not fully wolf and not fully elvish)
But I do have to say Demonic, Wolfish and Elvish are just terms that I use to describe how he looks.
He is of a species of his kind, and I don't fully know how to call them.
At the Moment I do call them Demons or Wolfdemons, because their features are very strong, powerful, regal and beautiful, but also
kind and heartwarming at the same time.
He for example , his demonic features might look a little dominant,
but also he does look very kind and sweet
Everytime I look at him (in my Mind telepathically, while Meditations, Dreams, Visions, ect, or on Drawings)
this always soothes my mind and makes me feel calm and good again.
My worries fade away and I am not afraid of situations in my life anymore.
I know that I am loved and beautiful the way I am and that he is always at my side, and I am at his,
it is a deep soul friendship and love in a very spiritual way.
Many people love their gods or goddesses, and so do I.
I always believed in many gods and goddesses.
But the connection to him, is truly the strongest, I will admit
I always read many things about divine Masters,
about spirit guides, about guardian angels and so on and so on
I wondered at some parts of my life, is it possible to have a Guardian that is not really the typical Angel from the looks,
but more of a Demon?
And I really know, that it is possible and I am thankful for this. I want to make him proud and be the best person
to others that I can be in this world.
I want to do my best to give happiness to others, and also to live in happiness myself.
I want to do my best to live healthy and take a lot of care for myself.
I want to be a good friend for others, and I want to inspire people to be themselves.
Because everyone is beautiful in their own way.
I want a world without bullying, and without putting others down.
That we should all cherish eachother, and everyone should be able to shine brightly
with all their best qualities.
And never hate themselves. Selflove is important and not selfish.
I want people to have a healthy mindset and think positively about themselves, and I want them to find happiness.
Its my goal in life to be there for them on their way.
I will learn and evolve to be a good person day by day,
Happiness for myself, and also for others is my goal.
I want to make people smile and take worries away.
Transform sad energys into neutral energys, so they can become positive energys after that.
This Text is becoming long, I know.
But maybe this all is interesting for you, if you are interested in the spirituality,
into Guardians, spirit guides, divine Masters, Protectors, Angels, Demons, spirit Animals ect ect ect.
It is possible that your Guardian might be one of your relatives from a time ago, or an Angel, Demon, Elf, Fairy, Merfolk, Shapeshifter, or many different other kinds. Or someone that is a mixture of many
The possibilites are really limitless I think, because the universe is so vast and wonderous.
So yes, there are guardian Angels, but also many other Beings that can be Guardians aswell.
And all of them can be amazing , wonderful and endlessly great Guardians.
You might have one Guardian, or two or more.
I am sure if you are interested in the topic and openminded you will find out.
This Artwork is about my Guardian, at this Moment he has a few Nicknames, one of them is Zodiac, another Nickname
if Wolfy, and the third Nickname is Jaeza but I am unsure about this one
I am still trying to find out his true Name, since I have forgotten it once I was reborn again.
But I can feel that I am near to find out.
There is no need to rush tough, because things like this usually need time.
Fact is that I truly and deeply love him with all my heart and I will never forget him.
I really wish to hug him so so much.
But I know there is still time until that day.
For now I can hug him astrally, and do many drawings of him
I love you Wolfy, great Demon, thank you for making me into a better person, and giving me so much strength.
Other Artworks I did of and for my Guardian ladyofazzaroth.deviantart.com/…ladyofazzaroth.deviantart.com/…ladyofazzaroth.deviantart.com/…
Hope you like it ~ much love to all of you ~ Closeups of the Artwork will be uploaded later